Birthday in the Forest.

Hoooo! times passes really fast, soon i'm gonna be 1 year soldier already man!
my birthday are coming on this tuesday and i still can remember my last year was celebrating my 18th birthday as a civillian/aimless soul that are afraid of getting in of NS in few more days and now this year i'm celebrating my 19th birthday, so fast.. now at least i got a temporary goal.. that's to try and do well in all ways i can, definetely i'm not the best.. but i can try my best to help people around me.. there's more and more fellow "quit" i think i can't be so selfish to let my other cohorts that are still fighting hard to die...
but infact who are gonna appreciate the effort each of us put in? i guess no one ba..
hais... life's are getting harder.. people's changed.. even good buddies will changed to like stranger and i dun know "Why" also, sometimes i dun even know i can trust anybody now anot.. seriously....
when someone is trying to make peace and things easier for everyone there'll always be people finding trouble and make things harder for everyone.. NBF!
now i'm really like very lost, lost in the middle of the ocean, i really dunno what to do..
this remaining one year for me isn't gonna be easy.. last batch commanders ORD already, now the new batch came to take us.. doesn't know them well yet, but i guess it take times ba.. hope can work well with them..
still got so many things to do the remaining 1 year..
i know it's tough, i'll do my best to endure it through wallaby, rumours said wallaby weather wasn't good at all, morning can be real hot when night are real chill.. it might easily get sick there ba?
hope i can tahan through that and had a real real good rest..
but after that i'll be ORD in next year june, after i ORD.. seriously what can i do?
studies? learn some hand skill? finding job? the last thing came to my mind will be signing on.. HAHA!
okay uh i'm gonna train hard and i'm gonna play hard as well!
tonight my family will be helping me celebrating earlier for my coming birthday, really touched..
i'll be real damn busy from NEXT WEEK ONWARDS! so much so much stuffs to do..
hardly can find sometime to get rest...

Yesterday was quite good uhs book out day..
but once again we're the last to get out of the camp.. fuck!
so went to causeway meet kao.. heard him talk about his NDU BMT stuffs, talk like so power but to us is nothing much la.. hhaaha BMT only ma..
then met Raymund oso his first book out.. hahaha also talked alot stuffs about NS..
then go eat together and walked to marsiling chit chat then Raymund tired went home first.. haha
so mi and Kao went back causeway slack lo, he die die wan watch movie.. haha
then jio Ken to come out also to watch, waited for quite long la then he reached le, waiting for Ken de friend Hao Ting and a girl forget her name already.. haha
then we go watch Shrek Forever After, watch midnight de..
so real sleepy liao inside sleep sleep awhile wake up hahaha..
anyway it's quite a nice show uhs quite funny.. :)
after the movie went 515 to had supper then went home alone le while Kao and Ken went to Hao Ting house for drink..

Tomorrow book in day again..
today Raymund jio me go "fishing" hah!
didn't go uhs cos doesn't really feel like going suddenly..
sorry wor, perhaps next week go catch "great fish"! hahaha!
now very sian la waiting midnight go eat eat with family while NOW i'm getting REALLY HUNGRY already! grrr!
ok la i go causeway point hunt food liao!

Ciao~:)
*Is there really an "ending" to this crap?