Nice guy, finish last.

Yo people!
it's been months and months i didn't update my rusty blogg already :)
these past months happened alot of stuffs, got happy & unhappy, but i'm not gonna mention all, if not write until tomorrow also can't finish. :)

so fast, 2011 CNY are ending, today's valentine's day but sadly i've got no valentine again for this year.. haha...
my life as a NSF will be ending in like, 4 months time..
kinda lost for now, atec, FTX, ExWallaby all finished already,
i guess the most memoriable days in army would be BMT and ExWallaby in Australia.. haha
today's my friend Moses ORD day, cb la i still gonna wait for 4 months long, this coming week most likely will celebrate for him. :)
ok la, update the key-events for this year will be, 42km full marathon run, ORD, trip to taiwan or japan to play!!
hahaha..
alright now i shall tell u guys a fact i heard from people which i think makes so much sense.. "Nice guy, finish last" it means being a too good person will let ur guard down and people they'll taking advantage and betray u, do things to hurt u end up u'll be the one suffering alone of being a "nice person"..
other's will forever never know be satisfied, they'll only want to gain more and take advantage if u being nice to them, so grown up and move on with our lifes don't let the hypocrites and parasites pull u down. cheers~ :)

Live Our Dreams Fly Our Flag!

It's National Day once again!
this year i didn't participate in the NDP, felt rather dissapoint-ed..
even though if involve our weekends will be burnt but it's maybe once in a life time experience..

This few weeks had been on money saving plann, i've realise that i've been a big money spender for the past few months which causes me to "broke" lol..
the last friday had met Benny, Olivia and Desmond at Yishun eat beancurd, it's nice alright!
it's been more than a year since we had an outting together already..
but this outting was kinda bored, cos after we eat liao nothing much do already find place slack..
perhaps our next outting can go places further? to pub drink, chill or what might be a better outting?

Today's national day was quite bored for me la, as most of my friends are involve in NDP and they are required to book in by tomorrow night then me and few fellows didn't involve de needa book in tonight 10pm.. hais..
can't watch full show at home sia..
so bored~!
this after i just wasted my another day by doing nothing at home only happened to do some blogg hopping read about other's their live's, events or anything happening de lo..
getting really tired, and i need to book in later by 10pm le..
tomorrow morning needa went gedong camp do something preparing for next week FTX 2, it's been quite awhile i didn't had any outfields already..
hope it'll be smoothly over and no one get any injuries..
5 days 4 nights.. this'll be a great chance for me to look clearer the path, which i think it's good!

alright i shall stop my post here for now, cya guys next week..

Ciao~:)
*I'm the master of mind & i'm the ruler of my soul.

Marksmanship!

Hell ya! recently i'm really so damn lazy to update blogg..
getting busier and busier wif army stuffs, preparing for wallaby soon.. :(
this week i've earn-ed my Marksmanship and $200!
the whole company also get it, bt y i feel so proud about it? cos my detail didn't use ANY reshoot, we get it on our first try! myself wif a result of day 20/20.. 19/20 night and 8/8 contact IA shoot, whoooooooo!
i missed my chance at the ATP bt finally this combat shoot doesn't dissapoint mi total of all shots i only missed 1 shot.. :)
gonna buck up for the next ATP dunno when yet, and need to train for my IPPT, stamina dropped till veri weak now already.. hais...
gonna train for the AHM 21km run coming soooooon!
so excit-ed!
needa really start planning what gonna do after ORD nex year june, if really really i'm lost....
i dunno weather i'll do the "last resort" anot? maybe it's a good choice? maybe's a regret?
i seriously dunno, everytime when ppl ask mi what i wanna do after NS, i'll said mostly will go study lo, then they ask study what? i'll stone for a few seconds..
my interest was to learn cooking, but do i really have talent in cooking?
arghh i'm in a lost la! perhaps i'll do the "last solution" the only solution...

Ciao~
*It's always ready prepared and to strike with swift and decisive force!

1 more year 1 more year!

Next year's this day! it's the day when my freedom comes back to me!
cos it marks a full stop in my 2 years serving and beginning of 10 years reservist and also marks the beginning of living in the society with everything possible in this world!
but...... gotta wait 365 days more to shout out the 3 letters.. O.R.D!

these past few weeks are so damn unlucky for me...
last week fever, temperature high until 39.6... which i felt fking terrible....
and this week tuesday hurt my right leg during some veh maintance at the workshop and sended to NUH for X-Ray...
i'm glad nothing serious happened to me, as i still wanna fight hard for my dreams..
i seriously doesn't hope no more such injuries will pull mi down again..
as this few days i think and think veri hardly that so much people cared for mi..
especially my family, my dad and mom..
keep nagging at me... and i anyhow vent anger on them..
i'm really veri regrett-ed what i've done this few days..
sorry dad and mom..
these few days always stay-ed at home ROT until i wanna die already! =(
tomorrow i shall return back to camp and i'm gonna make sure no more ATT C i'm gonna take!
now my leg are getting better and shall join back training real soon..
alright shall end my post here for now..


That's what u get for working with "A" Vehicle's carelessly..

Ciao~
Stay tune for future "CPL" Z Y NG entries!

Birthday in the Forest.

Hoooo! times passes really fast, soon i'm gonna be 1 year soldier already man!
my birthday are coming on this tuesday and i still can remember my last year was celebrating my 18th birthday as a civillian/aimless soul that are afraid of getting in of NS in few more days and now this year i'm celebrating my 19th birthday, so fast.. now at least i got a temporary goal.. that's to try and do well in all ways i can, definetely i'm not the best.. but i can try my best to help people around me.. there's more and more fellow "quit" i think i can't be so selfish to let my other cohorts that are still fighting hard to die...
but infact who are gonna appreciate the effort each of us put in? i guess no one ba..
hais... life's are getting harder.. people's changed.. even good buddies will changed to like stranger and i dun know "Why" also, sometimes i dun even know i can trust anybody now anot.. seriously....
when someone is trying to make peace and things easier for everyone there'll always be people finding trouble and make things harder for everyone.. NBF!
now i'm really like very lost, lost in the middle of the ocean, i really dunno what to do..
this remaining one year for me isn't gonna be easy.. last batch commanders ORD already, now the new batch came to take us.. doesn't know them well yet, but i guess it take times ba.. hope can work well with them..
still got so many things to do the remaining 1 year..
i know it's tough, i'll do my best to endure it through wallaby, rumours said wallaby weather wasn't good at all, morning can be real hot when night are real chill.. it might easily get sick there ba?
hope i can tahan through that and had a real real good rest..
but after that i'll be ORD in next year june, after i ORD.. seriously what can i do?
studies? learn some hand skill? finding job? the last thing came to my mind will be signing on.. HAHA!
okay uh i'm gonna train hard and i'm gonna play hard as well!
tonight my family will be helping me celebrating earlier for my coming birthday, really touched..
i'll be real damn busy from NEXT WEEK ONWARDS! so much so much stuffs to do..
hardly can find sometime to get rest...

Yesterday was quite good uhs book out day..
but once again we're the last to get out of the camp.. fuck!
so went to causeway meet kao.. heard him talk about his NDU BMT stuffs, talk like so power but to us is nothing much la.. hhaaha BMT only ma..
then met Raymund oso his first book out.. hahaha also talked alot stuffs about NS..
then go eat together and walked to marsiling chit chat then Raymund tired went home first.. haha
so mi and Kao went back causeway slack lo, he die die wan watch movie.. haha
then jio Ken to come out also to watch, waited for quite long la then he reached le, waiting for Ken de friend Hao Ting and a girl forget her name already.. haha
then we go watch Shrek Forever After, watch midnight de..
so real sleepy liao inside sleep sleep awhile wake up hahaha..
anyway it's quite a nice show uhs quite funny.. :)
after the movie went 515 to had supper then went home alone le while Kao and Ken went to Hao Ting house for drink..

Tomorrow book in day again..
today Raymund jio me go "fishing" hah!
didn't go uhs cos doesn't really feel like going suddenly..
sorry wor, perhaps next week go catch "great fish"! hahaha!
now very sian la waiting midnight go eat eat with family while NOW i'm getting REALLY HUNGRY already! grrr!
ok la i go causeway point hunt food liao!

Ciao~:)
*Is there really an "ending" to this crap?

First stage of the journey..

Hey guys, my blogg has been rotten for more than one month already eh?
so fast uh.... o.o
this past one month, quite alot things happen which dunno where to start on.. haha...
it's been so really bored this month so busy and also used quite alot of money outside..
alot of prep for our ATEC, which means no too much time for really had a good rest lo, so bored..
jus around one or two more weeks our commanders will be ORD le, dunno what kind of people are our future new sergeants... haha, hope it's good de and not those fucktup one.. :)
that's all..

Bye!;D
*Ciao~

Outfields after outfields!

Boys and girls~
this few weeks gotta be real real busy until perhaps april?
grrrrrr!
it's so so so busy nowadays lo..
keep platoon proff test, platoon live then continue to company proff test this will be continue week by weeks.....=.="
keep having outfields, then somemore recently the weather wasn't really good..
either it's "heavily raining" or it's "very very hot" i gotta feeling might fall sick soon ba.. :(
tomorrow need to book in by 8pm nia, so bored!
weekends keep get burnt.. but glad that SAF will return us back off days.. :)
next week got 2 outfields.. S.H.A.G!
next month will be relax abit more la, needa ta han till BLOCK LEAVE! :)
my vehicle always causing me so much trouble how i wish there's someone to shoot with a Matador and destroy it once and for all! it's a piece of junk lo seriously..
around may time maybe need go Gedong on course again to learn BX 2? it's like around 90% the same thing as BX 1 la, like go back learn same thing again.. -.-
but good life at Gedong of course one la! Thumbs up* :)
okay la time now it's not early and i need to go relax myself already.. :)

Bye!;D
*Every ending had a beginning..